ath laogong hus ( shes sad )

hais ! again ... dhunn knoe whadd hes thinnkinnq bout ..

bery bery de worriedd bout him lorhs ..

bery bery hope dhatt he whud kindly tell miie whadd actually hes thinnkiin bout !

i shed dah most tears ferhhe him ..

probably i truly loorfe him .. im nurtt wrong tysh tyme ?

i dhunn knoe wadd im dhoing lorhs ..

he every tyme say i wurnn serious inne any thg .. every tyme dhoing wadd osoh play !

bery xiao hai zi .. hais ! butd dhenn im nurtt a child any more lerhs !

i cried nd cried ferhhe him but dho he understand ?

m i dah one whu chnage or ish he dah one whu change ? i dhunno at all !

he adores he care he treat miie well ... he once told miie he loorfe mii !

butd ish dah feeling still dhere nuw ? i hope sho !

i dhunno huww tuh express huw i thinnk tuh him .. or tuh any one !

butd juss blogging nd blogging ..

really really need him llotass ..

m i still dah humble and understanding hamster ?

or have i becum a crazy and a person dhatt ishh nurtt understanding at all ?

i dhunno .. i dhunno .. i dhunno !

im ghoing crazy bery soon .. i dhunno whadd im ghoing tuh dho next lorhs .. hais !

will i habe a chance tuh change back tuh last tyme de hamster ?

i dhunno at all lorhs !

i hope he realli care .. i really need him lors !

hais ! will i really change ferhhe him ... dah 0ni him ???

i really really dho loorfe him llotass ... really hope he kan kindly understand larhs !

i dhunno wadds im dhoing nuw .. butd jus kip on typin nd typing ..

hope kan be wifhhe him ferhhe dah rest on my life norhs ..

will he understand even i express huww ish my feeling like tuh him ? i dhunno lorhs !

really hope he will ... i dhunno whadd tuh say tuh him ..

every tyme wan tuh say things tuhhim every tyme mus think already dhenn kan say ..

i will owass think before i say .. scare say any thg wrong again ?

every body round miie will knoe i habe nebr been sho serious inne a guy be4 ..

wenever during quarrel i wurnn fight back ..

during he say any thg bad bout miie i neber gib face tuh him ..

hais !! really hope dhatt he will finally knoe whadd actually i habe owass been thinnkin bout nd whadd i trying tuh express tuh him !!!