hais ! fuckinn hell *

kanna beat up by cousin / sister / mummy !

nurtt muchh bruises larhs ..

but dhey pull my hair . pull my ear . slap mi . punch mi . kick mi .

tak my head knock against dah floor ! i dhunno whether dhey treat mi ash one of dah family

member anotts lorh !

took my handfonne away . i neber say any thg lorhs .

still hao yi shi use my handfonne tuh keep callinn her husband .. waste my handfonne $

kaninabei chao cheebye ! pua cheebye la !

dah moment dhey told mi from nuw on

no need gho out . no hp . even sku osoh no need tuh gho !

dah first one i thought ofhhe ish zhuzhuLAOGONG lerhs ..

thinnkinn dhatt issit really frm dhatt tyme onwards

i dhun gertt tuh see him again .. tuh be wifhhe him .. playinn happily !

all those happy moments i spended wiffh him .. gerts intuh memories ?

laogong .. i really bery bery myshhe you ! mwarkSs ..

ath laogong hus ( shes sad )

hais ! again ... dhunn knoe whadd hes thinnkinnq bout ..

bery bery de worriedd bout him lorhs ..

bery bery hope dhatt he whud kindly tell miie whadd actually hes thinnkiin bout !

i shed dah most tears ferhhe him ..

probably i truly loorfe him .. im nurtt wrong tysh tyme ?

i dhunn knoe wadd im dhoing lorhs ..

he every tyme say i wurnn serious inne any thg .. every tyme dhoing wadd osoh play !

bery xiao hai zi .. hais ! butd dhenn im nurtt a child any more lerhs !

i cried nd cried ferhhe him but dho he understand ?

m i dah one whu chnage or ish he dah one whu change ? i dhunno at all !

he adores he care he treat miie well ... he once told miie he loorfe mii !

butd ish dah feeling still dhere nuw ? i hope sho !

i dhunno huww tuh express huw i thinnk tuh him .. or tuh any one !

butd juss blogging nd blogging ..

really really need him llotass ..

m i still dah humble and understanding hamster ?

or have i becum a crazy and a person dhatt ishh nurtt understanding at all ?

i dhunno .. i dhunno .. i dhunno !

im ghoing crazy bery soon .. i dhunno whadd im ghoing tuh dho next lorhs .. hais !

will i habe a chance tuh change back tuh last tyme de hamster ?

i dhunno at all lorhs !

i hope he realli care .. i really need him lors !

hais ! will i really change ferhhe him ... dah 0ni him ???

i really really dho loorfe him llotass ... really hope he kan kindly understand larhs !

i dhunno wadds im dhoing nuw .. butd jus kip on typin nd typing ..

hope kan be wifhhe him ferhhe dah rest on my life norhs ..

will he understand even i express huww ish my feeling like tuh him ? i dhunno lorhs !

really hope he will ... i dhunno whadd tuh say tuh him ..

every tyme wan tuh say things tuhhim every tyme mus think already dhenn kan say ..

i will owass think before i say .. scare say any thg wrong again ?

every body round miie will knoe i habe nebr been sho serious inne a guy be4 ..

wenever during quarrel i wurnn fight back ..

during he say any thg bad bout miie i neber gib face tuh him ..

hais !! really hope dhatt he will finally knoe whadd actually i habe owass been thinnkin bout nd whadd i trying tuh express tuh him !!!

sho happy !

finally kan mit laogong lerhs ! sho damn happy lorhs ...

i really bery bery myshhe him lorhs ..

although ish jus 1 day nber be wifh him ..

mwarkSs .. laogong wo ai si ni le larhs /-

nuw ath laogong hus blogging larhs ..

heesx ..

fuckingg day !

hais ! tuday morning actually ghoing sku ..

butd end up my uni being burn up by moii mum !

hais .. dhunn knoe wadd she actually wann lorhs ..

i only told her dhatt i will be ghoing sku late butd no amtter whadd i will gho tuh sku ..

butd dhenn i dhunn knoe whadd dah fucking thing she wan mi tuh dho larhs !

she took my uni gho burn i neber say any thg lorhs .. yet she took away my hp lorhs !

lim bu gan dulan lorhs .. ccb *

dhenn i wenn tuh snatchh fromm her nd kanna one slap from her ..

hais .. actually im fighting back de .. butd i promyshhe laogong cannurt fight back le ..

no choice lorh .. let her tak nd gho intuh dah room jus like dhatt ..

criedd dah whole morning ..

canurtt gho out / no hp ! huww m i gonna survive in tysh way ?

OH MY GOD ...

i myshhe moii laogong bery dah much lor ..

yet he cant gertt tuh contact mii nd i cant gertt tuh contact him too ..

miie bery bery sad lorhs ...

feel like dieing .. butd i mus live on ferhhe nobody butd juss him !

i really deeply fall in loorfe wifh him lerhs .. cant be control by muiiselfhhe anymore !

645 pm .. i dhunn care ... i told jasmineBESTIE thru msn ;

tuh help mi call my laogong hp nd wake moii laogong upp ferhhe work

nd sun bian ask moii laogong call my mum hp say looking ferhh mii ..

laogong call mii lerhs .. sho happy tuh hear his voice ... bery fast he hang up lerhs !

butd he online jus tuh chat wid mi nd almost lata ferhhe work wors !

he bery bery gurdd lorhs .. zhuzhu wo ai si ni le !

laogong der hp butd moii reflection -. (ps)

iloorveyongyong <33

wenn out widd zhuzhuLA0G0NG ( ps )