we habe broken up on 24th jan 2007 , patch on 25th jan tuh 28th jan 2007 [midnitex].
cus iie lied tuh him nd iie knew this was whad iie deserve .
on 24th jan 2007 , he found out all dah truth dhat iie habe lied tuh him .
we just broken up like dhat . from his eyes was 3 drops ofh tears fallin down tuh his faces .
becus he dhunch wanna break up . but he habe no choice .
but before he left he told miie dhat he ish gibing miie one months ofh time tuh change everything . nd he promise miie dhat he will definitely wait foerh dah day iie gho back tuh him nd said iie habe change ! nd ie promise him dhat iie will definitely change . nd before iie left , iie requested dhat iie hope he will be accompanyin miie foerh dah next day as it was supposed tuh be our 3 months anniversary .
25th jan 2007 , he came outside myui sku tuh fetch miie nd bring miie gho walk walk !!
he brought miie walkin ard nd we chat nd chat . foerh a sudden , iie held up his hand nd start tellin him dhat iie just cant afford tuh lose him . nd we patch up just like this . everyday we habe tuh hide here nd there tuh be together . ish sho tired foerh dah both ofh us .
28th jan 2007 , iie quarrelled wifh father nd he came up tuh ben hse tuh find miie , at midnitex .
myui father gave him a tight slap on his face . iie cried immediately foerh dhat slap . it really hurts . iie was dhen drag hume wifh myui dad pulliin myui hair here nd dhere . wen iie reach hume . myui dad gets chain tuh lock myui legs together . nd drag miie here nd dhere at hume . he told miie he ish gonna treat miie like a dog , but nurt a human being from dhat onwards .
he keep on kickin , slapin nd punchin miie all over my body nd he wen back tuh room tuh take a belt tuh beat miie all over a body . whole body ish bruises nd injuries . iie habe nothingys tuh express . they asked miie whether tuh choose tuh saty wifh family or benjamine . iie think twice nd iie choose benjamine at last . he ask miie again nd he warned miie that ifh iie choose benjamine again . he shall beat miie tuh death . butd iie choose benjamine at last . tuh covered everythingy by myuiselfh , iie gotten beaten everytimes he cumes out from rooms . he throw foods on the floor for miie tuh eat nd iie did nurt eat at all . even bath os0h cannurt take out dah chain . hais . all ish tuh make shure he wurn dho anythigny tuh benjamine from dhat onwards . iim like a dog stayin at home wifhout any freedom . but iie dhunch mind ifh this ish tuh make shure nothingy bad will happen tuh benjamine . although iie cant get tuh him at all but iim shure the time he ish at home nd iie nurt dhere means nothingy bad will happen . probably he ish happy outside wen iim sufferein at all but its ok . iie dhunch mind . iie just hope dhat he will be happy dhats all . ifh iie knoe he ish happy outside iie will be happy too !!! probably this ish dah first time ii willin tuh sacrifice sho much foerh a guy iie just habe a relationship wifh him foerh 3 months . but iie knw why iim willin just becus ofh dah 3 drops ofh tears from his eyes !!! although iim missin him everyday , butd dheres nothingy iie kan dho . just lookin at dah xiao zhuzhu he boughty foerh miie every day nitex . nd quietly cryin thru out days nd days . ben ; iie will definitely be back tuh find miie ! hope ue will be waitin !!!! sharina love benjamine <33